7/24/08

i am doing all that is required of me i think

i felt like i was going to tell you something

i'm sorry if it was mean okay

you were standing somewhere

and it made me upset

i think

because you were doing it

to get back at me a little

for being in a bad mood

i think

i don't remember

this happening before

that time that i know it happened

what did i say to you then

do you remember

if it was mean i'm sorry

i didn't want to do anything

but figure out where you were standing

in order to upset me

i feel okay

sometimes it feels okay to feel terrible i think

i don't feel terrible

but it sort of feels like i might

if i don't see you pretty soon and if we are not touching

and talking about some things that have happened when we were gone