i felt like i was going to tell you something
i'm sorry if it was mean okay
you were standing somewhere
and it made me upset
i think
because you were doing it
to get back at me a little
for being in a bad mood
i think
i don't remember
this happening before
that time that i know it happened
what did i say to you then
do you remember
if it was mean i'm sorry
i didn't want to do anything
but figure out where you were standing
in order to upset me
i feel okay
sometimes it feels okay to feel terrible i think
i don't feel terrible
but it sort of feels like i might
if i don't see you pretty soon and if we are not touching
and talking about some things that have happened when we were gone
